TO HELL AND BACK  

By Rachel Zander

& Moira Purnell  

aPart Twob 

CHAPTER 13  

“Morning Slim,” called an elderly man from behind the small desk in the Great Central Overland Stage office, greeting the sullen young man who stepped through the open door. 

“Why so glum this morning, Slim? Have you heard something about the company that I haven’t?  Sure hope not, seeing how I just transferred here,” he continued, a good-natured smile on his face. 

Startled to recognize the familiar wrinkled face, Slim smiled and rushed forward to shake the man’s hand. 

“Well, I’ll be. What are you doing here, Harry,” asked Slim, pumping the elderly man’s hand. 

“Whoa there, boy. I need that hand intact,” he said, pleased to see the smile return to Slim’s face. 

“So you’re the new stage official that I’ve heard so much about,” asked Slim, shaking his head in disbelief. “Had I known it was you, I would have made the effort to get in here sooner. How have you been?” 

“Oh, you know, Slim. Not much goes on once you get to my age…but I hear that congratulations are in order for you, my boy!” He beamed, smiling at the young man whom he regarded very highly. 

“How did you know,” asked Slim, curious as to how his friend from Cheyenne could know of his news. Only very few people were aware of the impending nuptials.  Maggie had insisted on keeping it that way. 

“Well, Slim. When you do something like this, it tends to stand out as a special deed, kind of a mission of mercy, if you get my meaning,” he winked at Slim, enjoying being in on the secret. 

Slim, on the other hand, was completely baffled. “What are you talking about, Harry? You’ve completely lost me.” He looked at the older man in confusion. 

“Why, the fact that you will be a father soon. Rather peculiar circumstances but I can’t think of anyone better suited to take on the responsibility.” 

Slim’s eyes opened widely and he stared at his friend, trying to detect a hint of the familiar twinkle in the older man’s eyes. 

“Very funny, Harry,” he said seriously, bemused by the infuriating teasing. 

For once, the older man stopped smiling and his face became serious. “What’s wrong, Slim?” 

Slim leaned over and placed his palms on the desk, looking up at the much shorter man. “Just what on earth are you talking about – me becoming a father? If you mean Mike, it’s a little late for congratulations. He’s been living with me and Jess for going on two years.” 

The elderly man sat down and rubbed his chin, finally looking at the bewildered man in front of him. “That’s not exactly what I meant, Slim. Aren’t you planning to wed Maggie on the weekend,” he asked carefully. 

Slim smiled and turned to sit on the desk, looking down. “Yes, I am. But that still doesn’t explain what you meant about me being a father soon.” Slim crossed his arms and waited. 

Harry shifted uncomfortably in his chair and wiped the sheen of perspiration from his brow. “But Slim, I would have thought for sure that you would know…” he continued quietly, frowning and rubbing his forehead. 

Slim reached over and placed a hand on the Harry’s shoulder. “That I would know what,” he asked desperately. 

“That Margaret – Maggie – is expecting a child.”  

Slim’s face paled and he sank into the chair that his older friend quickly vacated upon noticing the younger man’s ashen features.   

“You didn’t know,” he continued quietly.  

“No,” Slim replied, not knowing what to say but desperately needing to know more. He looked up, pleading for his friend to read his thoughts. 

“What did she tell you, Slim?” 

“She told me that she was from Boston and that she was coming out west to meet up with her fiancé. They were going to start a new life here. Then, things went sour for her when her fiancé was killed.” He looked up, the stinging betrayal he felt almost overwhelming him.  

Harry simply shook his head and smiled regretfully. “No, Slim. There never was a fiancé in Cheyenne, or anywhere else from what I can determine. Oh, there was a man, all right, but he is married with a lovely wife and three beautiful children. Maggie is a very persuasive woman when she wants to be and I think that, in a moment of weakness, he thought he might actually want to spend his life with her. Fortunately for him, he came to his senses, but not before Maggie found herself in a, shall we say, delicate state.” 

Slim hung his head and sighed. “How could I have been so blind?”  

Harry walked closer to him and gently squeezed his shoulder. “I’m sorry you had to find out this way, Slim. I thought that you knew.” 

Slim looked up at him and frowned. “How could you possibly think that I would want to marry someone like that? Someone who’s done something like this,” he asked, upset. 

Harry smiled at him. “Because I know you, Slim Sherman. And I knew your father. Oh yes, you are an honourable man and I had a difficult time believing that you would be one to go through with this, but I also know that you would only be doing it if you thought it was the right thing to do. I simply assumed that you knew what you were getting yourself into.” 

Slim shook his head. “I didn’t have any idea. Well, that explains why she’s in such a hurry to get married,” he said smugly. Then he suddenly felt a sharp pain in his chest.  He looked up anxiously. “Do you think that Jess knows about this?” 

Harry shook his head and rubbed his chin. “I doubt it, Slim. Only a few people in Cheyenne know about it.  I, for one, knew because I also took care of all incoming and outgoing telegrams. Unfortunately, it was a job that afforded many opportunities to find out more about the citizens of a town than a person would want to know.” He paused, looking intently at Slim. “Why do you ask? Do you think that Jess knows something about Maggie?” 

Slim just shook his head and frowned. “No, but he tried to warn me about her. He kept telling me that she was rushing into this and that I should wait to get to know her better. He kept saying that there was something not right about her.” 

“Smart man, that Jess. I always did think he was an excellent judge of character,” said Harry, smiling slightly. “By the way, where is Jess today?” He was shocked as Slim squeezed his eyes shut and clenched his fists, as though trying to control emotions that threatened to overpower him. “Are you all right, Slim,” he asked, concerned.  

“I’m fine, Harry. I have to go now,” he said hurriedly, and rushed out the front door, leaving a very perplexed elderly man to watch his retreating back. 

Slim blindly ran across the street in the direction of the General Store, just missing being trampled by a passing stagecoach and two men on horseback. Slim was oblivious as one of the angry riders swore at him and waved his fist, then urged his horse away when he realized that Slim was completely unaware of his actions. 

“Daisy,” he yelled, throwing open the door to the General Store. Daisy poked her head out from behind a tall shelf and frowned at him. 

“What is it, Slim? Is something the matter?” 

“Where’s Maggie,” he asked gravely. 

Daisy was quite taken aback at his unusual tone and she silently pointed to the back of the store where Maggie and the clerk were leafing through several patterns. Maggie looked up and smiled brightly as Slim stepped toward her. 

“Darling, I found the most divine pattern for the curtains. I can’t wait to show-” she stopped as he abruptly grabbed her arm and pinned her up against the counter. 

“SLIM! You’re hurting me!” 

“Oh, not nearly as much as I’d like to hurt you,” he seethed.   

She tried to pull her arm away but he held on firmly. “What’s wrong, Slim? Why are you doing this,” she asked, fearful of his reply. 

He stared at her, his face hard. “The wedding’s off, Margaret. You and your unborn child can leave right now. Knowing you, I’m sure it won’t take you very long to find someone who wants to marry you but it won’t be me. I don’t ever want to see you again.” He released her arm as a stunned Daisy and store clerk watched him stalk away. 

“Come on, Daisy. Take your things and let’s go,” he called over his shoulder.  He did not wait for her to respond as he threw open the door and slammed it behind him, sending the bell that hung on the knob scattering in pieces across the floor. 

Daisy quickly paid the clerk and picked up her items, stepping out as the clerk held the battered door open for her. She could see Slim sitting in the buckboard, quietly waiting for her. 

Maggie hurried behind her, rushing to Slim’ side. He glared at her as she tugged at his sleeve. “But Slim, I can explain.  I was going to tell you,” she sobbed.  

He turned his head to look down at her, his expression unsympathetic. “Really? When?  On our wedding night?  Forget it, Maggie.  It’s over.  Jess was right about you.” 

She reared back and flung her arms at him, hitting him with all her might. “Jess Harper again? Since you’re so concerned for him all the time, why don’t you just go out and find him! You and that saddle tramp deserve each other!” she screamed, running away as a crowd gathered to witness the spectacle. 

Slim held his head in his hands and tried to ignore the snickering from the townspeople as Daisy stepped up onto the buckboard and held up her hand, shushing them. “There is nothing for you to see here. Now just go about your business,” she said, her tone firm and authoritative.   

As the curious onlookers started to scatter, Daisy sat down next to Slim and wrapped her arm around his, taking the reins from his limp fingers and urging the horses forward. 

“It’s time to go home, Slim,” she said softly. 

“Home,” he repeated. “Home to what, Daisy? Mike won’t talk to me, I’ve hurt you more than I can even imagine, Andy’s gone, and Jess…“ his voice caught as he spoke the name. “Maggie is wrong – I don’t deserve a friend like Jess. He could see what she was…. How could I have been so wrong about her?  She seemed so perfect.” 

Daisy was heartbroken at the dejected figure beside her and she slowed the horses and wrapped her arms around his strong shoulders. 

“There, there, Slim. Everything will work out, you’ll see. It just might take a lot of effort on your part. You’re hurt now but that will heal, I promise you. Soon, you won’t even remember Maggie.” She tried to smile at him as tears welled up in her eyes. 

“That’s not what I’m worried about, Daisy. Look what I’ve done to Jess! He could see what I couldn’t see and I wouldn’t listen to him. And he just took it all. Daisy, I’ve hurt him far worse than Maggie could have ever hurt me. I just don’t know how I am ever going to make it right again,” his voice trailed off as he leaned forward and held his head in his hands, unable to look at Daisy. 

“As I know you, Slim, you will find a way. The first step is to find Jess and Andy and bring them home. The rest will fall into place.” 

“I don’t know, Daisy. You didn’t see Jess’ face when he left….and Andy. Why couldn’t I listen to him when he tried to warn me about Jess? I didn’t even notice what was happening to him, how sick he was.” 

“You have been friends for far too long a time for you not to know what you must do, Slim.” 

Slim nodded and took the reins from her hands, urging the horses on at full gallop. He knew what he had to do. He had to find his best friend and bring him home.

 

CHAPTER 14  

“Jess,” whispered Andy as the still form cradled in his arms started to stir, moaning as he opened his eyes. 

Jess looked up at Andy and blinked a few times, trying to focus his glazed eyes. “Andy? What are you doing here,” he asked blankly, his voice raspy and hollow. He slowly shook his head, willing his foggy brain to think. 

“I’m so sorry, Jess,” said Andy, tears welling up in his eyes. “I didn’t mean to…” 

At first, Jess could not think of any reason for Andy to be apologizing. Then, as he pushed himself away from the young man and cringed at the stabbing pain that shot through his back and ribs, he remembered the fight with Andy and his painfully close encounter with a tree. He held a hand to his side and closed his eyes tightly, trying to control the pain that all but prevented him from drawing breath. He carefully rose to his knees and finally managed to stand, staggering over to a tree and leaning against it for support. 

Andy jumped to his feet and rushed to his side, draping an arm around his friend’s slim waist and leading him closer to the warmth of a small campfire. He bent down and gently lowered the weary man onto the waiting bedroll. Jess allowed himself to sink to the ground and he stretched out on his back, breathing hard from the exertion of the short walk and from the soreness in his body. As Andy hovered over him, deep concern etched on his youthful features, Jess waved his hand at him and shook his head. 

“I’m fine, Andy. Just got winded, that’s all. Guess I’m not as young as I used to be.” He tried to smile at the anxious young face. “Either that, or you’re gettin’ too tough for me to handle.” 

Andy did not return the half-hearted smile as he sat down across from Jess and stared at his friend. He was horrified at how pale Jess’ normally tanned face had become, and in the early morning sunlight, he looked like a man who did not have very long to live. Andy had witnessed death firsthand and he was terrified at his closest friend’s deathlike countenance. He watched silently as Jess tried to sit up straight as if nothing was wrong, though it was obvious that he was in a great deal of pain. Jess looked up at the concerned young man. 

“Hasn’t Slim ever told you not to frown, Andy? You’ll get wrinkles,” he said, trying to make light of the situation with a chuckle. But the laugh caught in his throat and he was besieged by a violent and uncontrollable fit of coughing, his bloodshot eyes watering and his complexion turning a worrisome shade of purple. 

Andy rushed to his side and knelt beside him, patting him on the back and trying to open his canteen with one hand. Jess reached over and grabbed the receptacle and drank greedily, stopping only long enough to take a breath. He took another sip and was again wracked by a vicious fit of coughing and his body shuddered as he threw up the water he had just ingested. Andy could only watch helplessly as Jess raised himself to his knees and retched violently, despite the fact that there was nothing left in his stomach. 

As the brutal fit ended, Jess leaned back, gasping and drenched in sweat. His lips were a bluish shade and his eyes were glassy as he held a hand to his chest, trying to control his breathing. 

“Jess,” asked Andy softly, pressing a trembling hand against Jess’ shoulder. “You need help. Please let me take you back home where you can be taken care of.” 

The words hit Jess with the same vicious cruelty as if Andy had dealt him a physical blow. He swallowed several times, trying to control the nausea that was threatening to overwhelm him. He groaned and sat up again, looking at his apprehensive traveling companion. 

“You know I can’t go home, Andy,” he said, his deep voice hoarse. “But that doesn’t mean that you can’t. Please leave me be. You’ll just be in my way and there’s nothing you can do for me now.” He spoke quietly, refusing to meet Andy’s disapproving stare. 

“No way, Jess. You’re very ill and I’m not leaving you and that’s final. I would have thought that you would have picked up on that by now,” he said, his tone infused with the same stubbornness that he knew his friend to possess. 

Jess sat and glared at him for a moment then he shook his head. “Fine, Andy. Just don’t come back to me when the going gets rough and complain about being homesick.” He stood up slowly and trudged over to where Traveler was still tied to a tree. He couldn’t look at Andy for fear the young man would see the longing homesickness in his own eyes. He had to be strong, for he knew from experience that the course that Andy had just chosen was going to be a very difficult one. 

‘Poor Jess. I’m not the one who’s suffering from homesickness right now’ thought Andy as he followed Jess and helped him saddle the horses. Despite his attempts to push the young man away, Jess was grateful when Andy helped him into the saddle, waiting to make sure that Jess was comfortable before climbing onto his own horse. 

As the sun rose to its zenith, the two men continued onward, ever further from the Sherman Ranch and everything they knew and held dear.

 
CHAPTER 15  

Long afternoon shadows stretched across the dusty street as Andy and Jess rode into the small town.  Andy looked over to his weary companion and put a supporting hand on Jess’ shoulder as he began to once more slip from the saddle.  They had been riding for several days and had put a few hundred miles between them and the ranch. Being unaccustomed to the rigors of spending long hours in the saddle, Andy was sore from the long journey.  Jess however, could sleep in the saddle if the need arose and he had done just that several times over the past few days. 

They had spent several nights on the trail but Andy had come to realize that Jess really needed proper care. Despite Jess’ persistent protests, he had decided that they would find a town and spend a few days so that Jess could get a proper rest in a real bed.  He saw the small hotel at the end of the narrow street and steered the horses toward it. 

Quickly alighting from his Palomino, he hurried around Traveler to catch Jess as he nearly fell from the saddle.  Wrapping a firm arm around his friend, he managed to get Jess inside and sit him in a chair in the lobby.  After arranging for a room on the ground floor, he assisted Jess to the comfort of the soft bed that beckoned just down the corridor. 

“There you go, Jess. Easy now,” he coaxed as he gently helped Jess stretch out on the soft inviting mattress.  He removed Jess’ hat and gloves and threw them onto a nearby chair. 

Jess’ lashes fluttered open and he blinked against the dim light of the room.  “Andy?” 

“I’m right here. You rest a while and I’ll see about some supper for us.”  Andy pulled the colourful blanket that lay at the foot of the bed over his ailing friend and headed to the lobby to see about an evening meal and a doctor. He knew that Jess would most likely protest fervently about the latter but if he waited any longer, he feared it would be too late to help him. 

Andy was sitting in the only chair that the room provided when the knock came at the door, loud and businesslike.  

The doctor, black bag in hand, greeted him with a warm smile.  Doc Wilkie was a gentle looking man in his late fifties, who obviously had a sense of humour and a cheery disposition. “Someone here need fixing?” 

“Oh, Doc, glad you could come so quickly.  Please come in. It’s my friend here,” said Andy as he pointed to the sleeping figure. 

“My, my, and what has this young man been doing to himself?  Looks half starved and that’s a fact.”  The old medic took out his stethoscope and placed it around his neck as he began to unbutton Jess’ shirt.  Jess mumbled and stirred, his eyes flickering open to glimpse the strange face. 

“What the,” said Jess as he weakly attempted to brush the hands aside. 

“Now, now, young man. I’m here to help you. Just settle back and let me do my job.”  Old and mild-mannered though he may have appeared, the doctor had strong hands and he firmly placed Jess’ hands to rest by his sides.  “Now I have to examine you if I’m going to find out what’s wrong.  So you just settle down or else I’ll get your little brother here to sit on you if need be.” 

“Brother, what? I…” Jess stammered as he searched about the room, his eyes finally falling on Andy, who was standing framed by the light from the room’s solitary window.   “Andy, I told you no doctor. What d’ya go and do this for?  You know it ain’t no good.” Jess tried to scold but the dryness in his throat caught on the words and he coughed uncontrollably. 

“Let’s sit you up, young man, before you choke to death,” said the doctor as he expertly lifted Jess to a sitting position and rubbed his back until the coughing subsided. 

As the rubbing soothed his cough, Jess recalled how Daisy would do the exact same thing whenever he was ailing and his chest tightened with the excruciating pain of loss. 

The doctor rubbed his hands together to warm them and continued with the examination.  After several minutes, he straightened his back and turned to Andy.  “Exactly when did this begin,” he asked bluntly. 

“A little over a week ago.  He’s been working really hard and he hasn’t been eating…and I think he’s been sick longer than he wants anyone to know…” Andy didn’t know how much he should tell the old man so he stopped, unsure as to whether he should continue. 

“Well, from just this quick examination I would say that your friend is suffering from acute exhaustion and severe dehydration. Not to mention a very deep cut in his side that looks infected and from the bruises, I’d say he’s cracked a rib recently.”  

Andy looked up, surprised that Jess had not mentioned the injury.  “He will be alright though, won’t he?” 

The medic’s expression summed it all up.  He smiled but there was a note of gravity behind the kind eyes as he spoke.  “That is up to him, Lad.  How on earth did he come to be in this state, anyhow?”  The doctor re-buttoned Jess’ shirt and pulled the blanket up over the frail body.  Looking at Andy’s grief-stricken face, he could see the discomfort his questioning was causing the youngster as he continued.  “Well, no matter.  First thing to do is get some good meat broth into him.  Plenty of clear fluids too, tea and the like.” 

“He hates tea,” Andy replied softly, as if thinking out loud. 

“Well, he’ll have to get to like it; for now anyhow.”  He replaced his stethoscope and snapped his Gladstone bag shut.  “Now I will arrange for a special diet for him with the hotel clerk before I leave and you make sure to get every last drop and crumb into him.  Okay?”  He patted the concerned young man’s shoulder.  “Let’s go and arrange for some suitable meals and let him rest.  You look like you could do with a good square meal yourself.”  

Andy opened the door for the doctor and followed him outside.  “It’s about suppertime. Why don’t you join me and you can fill me in on how your brother got into this sorry state.  Only ever seen it once or twice before but never in such a young man and in his prime too, from what I can tell.” 

* * * * *  

The old medic spoke with the hotel clerk and arrangements were made for special light meals to be prepared for his patient then he and Andy headed for the dining room.  Though small, it was comfortably laid out with fresh linen tablecloths.  They found a quiet table and ordered the meal on offer for that day. 

The old man smiled warmly at Andy.  “So what’s been happening to get Jess in such a state,” he asked with an air of expectation for the truth. 

Andy fumbled with his cutlery and decided that it was time to trust someone.  He realized he had to for Jess’ sake, and he blurted out his sad tale.  He told of Slim and Daisy, and the ranch and how Jess had drifted into their lives all those years ago.  He explained how he was at school in St. Louis and had come home for his brother’s wedding and then, through tears of anguish, he recalled the events of the past days.  His tale of woe took up most of their meal, which was probably a good thing.  After the first bite of his supper, Andy had decided that the cook needed some serious culinary lessons. 

“I see,” the old man remarked as he sipped his coffee and nibbled on his desert. 

“So, do you know what is wrong with Jess,” asked Andy, the desperate need to know eating at his insides.  Jess just had to be all right.  Funny how things turn out,’ thought Andy.  The day Jess rode into his life was the very day he had asked Jess to take him with him. Now, they were together, on the drift but where would they end up?  Being out in the world like this scared him and he needed to know that Jess would recover; he couldn’t do this on his own. 

“Well, like I said, he obviously hasn’t been eating enough to keep up with what he’s been doing and he has a pretty nasty cut on his side – I didn’t get a very good look but it appeared infected and I’m sure his ribs have taken a beating – possibly from a fall. Any idea where he could have gotten those injuries?” Andy’s eyes opened wide and he shook his head as the doctor continued. “That alone is enough to get him in pretty bad shape but couple that with what’s been happening at home and days of hard riding….well, I’ve only seen it once or twice before but rarely in a young man in his prime like your Jess. But if he’s been sick for a while, it could certainly make his condition worse,” he mused quietly.  The doctor finished his coffee and wiped his mouth then settled back in his chair. He took out a small cigar and lit it, filling the air with its aromatic fragrance. 

“What could make it worse?” Andy almost snapped as his anxiety got the better of him. 

“Homesickness.” The reply was short and matter of fact. 

“But I don’t understand.”  Andy mumbled in disbelief. 

“I think it is quite plain, young man.  You told me about your brother Slim, and how close he and Jess have become over the years.  In fact, you described them as being more like brothers than friends. And you also mentioned Daisy and how she is like a mother to you boys, and especially to Jess. From what you’ve said about him, all his life he’s lost those he loves and holds dear. I think that this time was just too much for him to handle, both physically and emotionally. He is a broken man, Andy.”  The medic continued to puff away on his evening enjoyment. 

“You mean homesickness could cause him to be so sick?”  Andy just couldn’t believe that his stalwart friend could ever succumb to such a thing.  Jess was so strong and vibrant; always full of the joys of living. But then, that was during the past years he had spent with his new family.  ‘Slim’s the key to all of this – he can always get through to Jess.  I can’t help Jess on my own but I know Slim can and darn it all, Slim is going to know about this too, and he’s gonna help, whether he wants to or not.’  

“Oh, Andy, not just that – there really is something wrong with him physically. I’ll have to check on him again when he is more cooperative but I am sure that we can cure his infection fairly easily…but it also sounds like he has a touch of pneumonia so we’re going to have to work on that, too. And once he’s well enough to travel, he should go home and that should help his mood a lot.” Andy smiled as he thought of taking Jess home. “Well, Andy, you look like you might have a plan in mind for helping your friend.”  The medic stumped out his finished cigar and called for the bill.  “Mind telling me what it is? Jess is my patient after all and I want to know about anything you have in mind to help with his recovery.” 

As the two left the dining room, the kitchen hand brought out a tray containing meat broth, lightly buttered bread, and some steaming hot tea.  Andy took it gratefully and followed the doctor down the short hallway to his and Jess’ room.  Though he tried to open the door quietly, the hinges creaked as the doctor pushed it open.  Once inside, he turned up the lamp and looked at his patient. 

Jess stirred at the movement in the room and opened his eyes.  “You again,” he whispered.  “Can’t a man get any peace around here?” 

“Supper, Jess,” the mild-mannered doctor announced and hauled Jess into a sitting position, placing pillows behind his back even before Jess could protest. The doctor looked up and Andy set the tray on Jess’ lap. 

Jess looked from the forlorn face of his young companion to the old quizzical stare of the man who was obviously the doctor who had examined him earlier, though he didn’t actually remember most of it. 

Jess lifted the tray from his lap and handed it off to his friend.  “Take it away, Andy, I don’t think I can eat right now. I’m not hungry.”  He returned the old man’s glare as he slid beneath the covers and threw the extra pillow back onto the other bed.  “Leave me alone, Old Man.  Just let me die in peace, okay?” 

The last statement was as much as Andy could bear. He threw the tray against the wall.  “Don’t talk like that, Jess. Don’t.” 

“You have to face it, Andy, I’m not going to get well again.  My time has come and that’s just the plain truth,” Jess remarked solemnly. At least, that’s how he felt. He could not remember ever feeling so sick and his injured side throbbed mercilessly each time he moved. He just hoped the doctor would not want to examine the wound closely – he didn’t think he could handle any more prodding tonight. 

“Judging by how you must be feeling right now, you may not want to live, young man but you don’t have to tell the boy as much.  Me neither, for that matter.” He sat down next to his patient. Before Jess could realize what he was doing, the doctor firmly grasped his arm, brandishing a hypodermic needle. Jess tried to pull away but the doctor was faster and managed to get the medicine into his difficult patient. “This will help you rest easier, young man. You just concentrate on getting better now.” The old medic stood up and put his arm under Andy’s and helped the sobbing boy from the room. 

“Hush now, Andy.  Everything will be all right but I think you should think about wiring your brother in Laramie.  He’s the one who can help Jess now. Maybe he can talk some sense into him and we can all work on getting him better.”  He patted the boy affectionately.  “Tell you what - I’ll get Jake to open up the telegraph office so that you can send the wire tonight.  It is an emergency after all.  A man’s life is at stake here.” 

Andy nodded his agreement as he wiped his arm across his tear-streaked face.  “Thanks, Doc. I don’t know if Slim will care enough to come.  But I have to try, he’s Jess’ only hope. Jess always listens to him.” 

Young man and concerned doctor headed out into the dim light of evening in search of Jake and possible salvation for a very sick man.

 

CHAPTER 16  

“Slim!” called Mike excitedly as he saw the weary rider approach the house. “Aunt Daisy! Slim’s home,” he cried, hopping down from his vigil on the couch and throwing open the front door. He leapt off the small porch and ran toward Slim. 

“Hi Mike,” said Slim, trying his best to smile at the excited child while he gingerly got down from Alamo and started to untie the saddle. 

Daisy stepped away from the doorway, drying her hands on her apron and frowning as she noted that Slim was alone. She hurried across the yard to greet him. 

“I’m so glad that you’re home, Slim,” she said, reaching up to softly squeeze his arm. He stopped unsaddling Alamo long enough to smile tiredly at her and kiss her on the cheek. 

Mike looked up the road as though expecting two more riders to come down the drive any moment. “Where’s Jess and Andy?” 

Slim stopped what he was doing and slowly turned to look first at Mike then at Daisy, his face the picture of despair. “I couldn’t find them, Daisy. I tried but I just couldn’t find them,” he repeated, straining at the words. 

Daisy looked down and wiped a tear from her eye then she nodded her head at Slim. 

“What’s going on, Slim? Where are Jess and Andy,” asked Mike, frowning in confusion. 

“They aren’t coming home, Mike.” Slim’s tone was flat, drained of all emotion. 

“But, why?” He was bewildered that his adoptive brothers were not coming home. 

“Not right now, okay, Mike? We’ll talk about it later,” said Slim quietly, ushering the youngster toward the house. 

Mike stopped abruptly and crossed his arms, refusing to move. Slim looked at him in irritation. “Come on, Mike. I really don’t need this right now.” 

“No, Slim! I’m tired of never being told anything around here. Every time something happens, I’m sent to my room or told that we’ll talk about it later but we never do!” he said angrily. “Not this time, Slim. I want you to tell me the truth. Where is Jess?” 

Slim looked at Mike, realizing how much everything that had transpired over the past few weeks had affected the boy and seeing firsthand how much Mike had matured since he had gone away to find Jess and Andy. He cringed as he recalled having a similar argument with Andy only a few years earlier. ‘Where has the time gone?’ he thought wistfully. 

“Okay, Mike, I’ll tell you. But not here, I need something to eat first and somewhere soft to rest my weary bones.” 

“What about the porch, Slim? Isn’t that where you and Jess always sit and talk?” he asked innocently, not realizing the stabbing pain that his words caused.  

 As Slim trudged toward the familiar porch chair, Mike sat himself in Jess’ rocker and looked up at Slim expectantly. Daisy walked into the house and returned a moment later with a glass of milk for Mike and a cup of steaming hot coffee for Slim. 

“I think you boys need some time to talk quietly,” she said, handing the beverages to the two grateful recipients. “I’ll be inside if you need me.” She stepped through the open door and closed it softly behind her. 

“Mike,” started Slim, but Mike interrupted immediately. 

“Slim, before you say anything, I need to tell you that I know that you think it’s your fault that Jess went away.” 

Slim stared at Mike, the shock clearly evident on his face, but Mike seemed oblivious to the reaction his words had caused. 

“Maggie said some really mean things to Jess. She told him that you wanted him to go away and that you’d be getting new friends as soon as you got married.” He looked at Slim, expressionless. 

“How do you know all this?” asked Slim, amazed at Mike’s perception. 

“Nobody ever notices me, Slim, but I could see what she was doing. She was a bad lady but Jess didn’t want to tell you.” He sipped his milk, unaware of the profound significance of his words. 

Slim put his head in his hands and sighed deeply. “He never said anything to me, Mike. How come?” he asked rhetorically. 

Mike jumped off the rocker and put his hand on Slim’s shoulder as he had seen Jess do countless times whenever Slim was feeling down.  

As Slim looked up at the little boy who was no longer such an innocent child in his eyes, he realized that Mike had a depth of understanding that he had never noticed before. 

“Andy told me Jess didn’t want to say anything that would make you sad. Jess would never hurt you.  Even I know that.” He looked at Slim, his face very solemn.  

“He would give up everything he holds dearest to his heart in order to protect you, Slim,” said Daisy as she stepped out into the cool evening air. 

Slim looked up at her, tears threatening to make their way from his blue eyes. Seeing his discomposure, she approached him and wrapped her arms around him, holding his head against her chest. She looked at Mike and gave him a gentle look that moved him to pick up his glass of milk and quietly step back into the house.  

She continued to stroke Slim’s blond hair, all the while speaking softly to the distraught young man. This was not the same Slim that she had come to know and love. In her arms she held a crushed, broken man.  

“He’ll come home, Daisy. He has to come home.” Slim looked up at her, his eyes pleading. 

“I know he will, Slim. He’s just hurt right now. Give him time to heal. Don’t forget, he has a friend with him who will not let him forget where he belongs. Andy will take care of Jess,” she said soothingly. 

Slim nodded weakly, unconvinced but refusing to allow Daisy to see the full extent of his distress. 

Both looked up as a lone rider galloped into the yard and slowed his horse as he neared the house. 

“Mort,” called Slim, recognizing the rider and stepping down from the porch to greet him. 

Mort jumped down from his horse and hurried to the taller man, handing him a folded note as he approached. 

Slim frowned as he took the paper from the sheriff’s hand. “Isn’t it a little late for you to be coming out here, Mort? What’s this all about?” he asked as Daisy looked on, fearing what kind of information the sheriff could be bringing at this late hour. 

“Better read it, Slim,” said Mort, bluntly. 

Slim unfolded the small note and frowned as he realized that it was a telegram from Andy. He did not recognize the point of origin and he looked up at Mort questioningly. 

“Just read it,” repeated Mort. 

As Slim read the note quietly, his face paled and he sagged against the porch railing as his knees buckled under him. Mort and Daisy both reached out to grab his arms. 

“Slim? What is it?  Is it Jess,” asked Daisy, fearful. 

Slim nodded and looked at her, his anguished face drained of colour. “It’s from Andy. He and Jess are in a small town a couple hundred miles from here. He needs me to go there right away.” He reached up and placed his hands on her shoulders as he spoke. “Daisy, Jess is very sick.” Pausing, he lowered his eyes. “Andy says he doesn’t have very long to live,” he continued, his voice hollow. He reread the words again, disbelieving the significance of what his brother had written him. 

Daisy raised her hands to her mouth and gasped as Mort gently lowered her into one of the chairs on the porch. “I’m all right, Mort. Thank-you.” She looked at Slim, waiting for him to respond. 

“I need you to do me a favour, Mort,” he said gravely. 

“Anything, Slim,” replied his friend, reaching for his arm. 

“I need you to go into town and send Andy a reply to this telegram and I need it done right away.” 

“What would you like me to put in the message,” asked Mort as he walked to his horse and climbed into the saddle. 

“Just this,” said Slim, stepping closer to the sheriff and speaking softly.  Mort pulled out a small pad and pencil and wrote down the few words, nodding as Slim backed away from him and walked toward the house. “Oh, Mort, could I also get you to keep an eye on things around here while I’m away?”  

The sheriff steered his horse toward the road and nodded. “Sure thing, Slim. Take care.” Then he took off just as he had arrived: at full gallop, leaving a trail of dust behind him in the evening darkness. 

Slim leaned over and placed his hands on Daisy’s shoulders, looking into her eyes. “Could you get a few supplies ready for me to take with me while I get my gear ready? I want to leave in a few minutes.” 

She nodded slowly and rushed into the house as Slim headed for the barn to saddle Alamo. 

‘Don’t worry, Jess. I’m coming to get you and bring you home, Pard.’ 

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