TO HELL AND BACK

 

By Rachel Zander

& Moira Purnell

aPart Oneb 

CHAPTER 1 

The midday sun was shining brightly as a very weary and dust-covered dark-haired young man slowly made his way through the familiar yard and past the main corral, heading toward the quiet little ranch house, eager to reach the cool well-water that he knew he would find there. 

“Arrghh,” he groaned, throwing up his arms in surprise as a stream of warm soapy water splashed across his face. Pulling off his dripping hat, he roughly wiped his wet face with his sleeve and looked up in irritation. 

Humming softly to herself and completely unaware of the scowling young man standing just outside the doorway, Daisy stepped out from the kitchen into the yard and stopped dead in her tracks when she looked up. She simply stared at the drenched newcomer, mortified as she realized what she had just done.  

“Oh! I’m sorry, Jess,” she apologized, rushing to his side and using her apron to help him dry his face. “I didn’t realize that you were out here. I was just finishing up the laundry and-,” she paused and frowned at him. “I thought you went with Slim this morning.” 

Jess simply rubbed his eyes and nodded slowly. 

“I did go with Slim, but my horse threw a shoe so I had to come back to get something to try to fix it with. Slim forgot to bring any useful tools with him – lately seems likely he’d forget his head if it wasn’t attached…” he grumbled, blinking his watering eyes as he tried to rub the stinging soapy water from them. 

Daisy patted his arm sympathetically and looked at his dusty clothing, frowning in concern. “You walked all the way back,” she asked, knowing that the two men had planned on rounding up some strays that had settled in the east meadow, a fair distance away from the ranch house. 

“It ain’t really that far…sides, I could use the exercise,” he said, cringing as he turned his head from side to side and massaged the back of his neck. 

Daisy noticed his discomfort and squeezed his arm. “Are you all right? You weren’t thrown, were you, Jess?” She spoke gently, recognizing the all too familiar signs. 

Realizing the distress he was causing her, he stopped rubbing his aching neck muscles and smiled, trying to reassure her. “Yeah Daisy, but I’m fine. Just a coupla bruises. Nothin’ I haven’t had before… I better get busy or Slim’s gonna wonder what happened to me.” He didn’t want to worry her but he had not been feeling well since getting up that morning and the tumble from Traveler’s back followed by the long walk back home had done nothing to improve his day. In fact, he still couldn’t figure out how he had been thrown so easily…’Probably too much on my mind these days for my own good,’ he thought. 

He shook the few remaining suds from his damp hat then jammed it back on his head and turned toward the barn. Daisy watched him limp away, a frown of concern on her face then she hurried back to the house to finish up with the laundry. On any other day, she was sure that Jess would have simply laughed at the incident that had just taken place; but she could tell that today was different. He was hiding something from her, something that was really bothering him, but she knew it was pointless to ask him about it if he was not up to volunteering any information. She hoped that he would feel like talking to her about it later…Maybe once he had a chance to take care of Traveler. ‘Hmmm… just like Jess to walk all the way back after he has been thrown… all to spare Traveler the pain of walking without a shoe,’ she smiled to herself. Jess’ gentle and caring manner with animals, and especially horses, was one of the things that she dearly loved about him. 

As she stepped out from the kitchen a few minutes later, a large basket of damp clothing in her arms, she was startled by a loud thud followed by the sound of metal crashing and Jess cried out in pain. Dropping her laundry, she rushed to the barn, eager to see what had caused such a ruckus, and concerned about what could have made Jess cry out. 

Daisy carefully pushed open the barn door and stepped into the dim space, gasping as she saw Jess sitting on a pile of hay and splintered timbers, his legs stretched out in front of him and several shovels and other farm implements spread across his lap. Looking up above where Jess was sitting, she could see dust and straw wafting down from a new hole in the floor of the hayloft. She rushed to his side.  

“What happened?” She reached over to help him as he tried to stand. 

Jess waved his hand at her and slowly stood up with a grunt, tossing one of the rakes aside in annoyance. 

“Dad-gum floor fell out from under me. I thought Slim said he fixed that,” he mused in frustration. 

Daisy smiled at him thoughtfully. “I’m sure that he meant to but he’s been very busy-” she started to say. 

“Yeah, I know – he’s been very busy with a pretty little brunette,” interrupted Jess, shaking his head and brushing the dust from his clothing. “That’s all that’s been floatin’ through that thick head of his lately,” he said angrily, instantly regretting having said it as he saw Daisy’s expression change. He put his hand on her shoulder and shook his head. “I’m sorry, Daisy. I don’t know what’s gotten into me lately. I’m happy for Slim, it’s just-.” He looked into her kind eyes, not knowing how to put into words what he was feeling, and frustrated that he really didn’t even understand it himself. 

She simply smiled at him and wrapped her arm around his slender waist, squeezing him in a gentle embrace and completely unaware of the pain the normally comforting gesture caused him. “I know what you mean, Jess. You’re worried about him, aren’t you?” 

“Nah,” he said, pausing as he lowered his eyes and tried to ignore the stabbing pain in his side. “Well, maybe a little.” He looked up and she smiled warmly. 

“And maybe a little worried about what will happen if he goes through with his plans,” she continued quietly. 

Jess’ head shot up and his face clouded over. “I’m happy for him, Daisy. Really, I am. It’s just that,” he repeated. He shook his head in annoyance.  

It seemed that lately, all he kept telling everyone was how happy he was for Slim and his fiancée, but was he really happy? The thought of Slim settling down with a wife was very disconcerting to him; what would it do to their friendship, their partnership, and most important – what would it do to the family that he had allowed himself to become a part of? Although Slim had toyed with the idea of getting married several times in the past, it had never really been serious and it had never unnerved Jess. This time was different, though – the date was set and there was no turning back. 

Jess’ thoughts were interrupted as Daisy gently patted his arm, beckoning him from the barn and into the sunny yard. “I made some fresh lemonade. I’m sure you must be thirsty after your long walk,” she paused, looking at his sad eyes. “We can talk about it if you’d like.” 

He tried to pull away from her gentle touch but she held onto his arm firmly. Not having the energy to resist, he allowed himself to be led into the house where he sat down at the small kitchen table and watched her pour two large glasses of the tart liquid. She placed them on the table and sat down across from him, sipping her lemonade and watching his face. 

Jess refused to look at her, preferring to rub his finger along the top rim of his glass as he tried to ignore the gnawing pain in his side – it had started after his tumble from Traveler and his latest fall in the barn had only served to aggravate it. He reminded himself to take a look at it later to see what kind of damage he’d caused. But he resolved not to mention anything to Daisy, knowing very well how it would worry her. She just sat silently and he could hear her soft breathing as she waited patiently. When he finally did look up at her, her eyes were warm and inviting, and he felt a terrible sadness come over him. 

“What am I gonna do if he gets married, Daisy? I can’t stay here if he has a wife. I’d be in the way,” he said, staring at the pale yellow liquid in his glass, refusing to let her see the anguish in his eyes. 

Daisy’s heart ached for him and she reached across the table to take his hand. He tried to pull away from her touch, but she refused to let him push her away. 

“Have you talked to Slim about how you’re feeling, Jess,” she asked gently, concerned at how deeply this appeared to be affecting him. It wasn’t like Jess to behave this way. 

He shook his head in frustration. “It ain’t that easy, Daisy. He’s so happy and even Mike is okay with Maggie…I can’t ruin that for him by telling him,” he looked up at her, not knowing how to continue. He was never one to easily share his feelings and finding the right words to explain how scared he was of what this new development would do to his special family was tearing him up inside. He wanted to tell Daisy but he did not know where to begin. 

“Would it help if I told you that I may know how you are feeling,” she asked softly. 

He looked up at her and tried to swallow the lump that had started to form in his throat as he saw the tenderness in her eyes, and he didn’t think he could deal with the thought of leaving. 

“You are his family, Jess, as close to a brother as any man can be; perhaps, in many ways, even closer. Slim is never going to forget that,” she smiled. “And no matter how wonderful the woman may be, she can’t make him forget that…. or at least, not for very long.” 

Her words cut right to the heart of what had been bothering him and it was almost too much for Jess. He shoved his chair back and abruptly stood up, running a hand through his hair and turning his back to Daisy. He lowered his head and slowly turned back to look at her; gripping the back of the chair he’d been sitting on. 

“He hardly even knows her, Daisy! How in blazes can he be so sure about this?” He looked up at the ceiling, his expression pained. “He just met her a few weeks ago – he doesn’t know anything about her, and she’s so doggone-,” he stopped and looked at Daisy. 

“Nice?” She smiled at him. “Perfect for him,” she continued, watching the corners of his mouth start to twitch.  

He just shook his head at her and sat back down on his chair. How could he explain to Daisy what kind of person Slim was falling in love with? ‘Everyone thinks the world of Maggie. How can I tell them what she really is? Or am I seeing something that isn’t really there because I don’t want Slim to marry her?’ He wished he could tell Daisy what was on his mind. 

“What’s wrong with me, Daisy? She seems to be perfect for him and he’s so happy. Why can’t I just be happy for him and leave it at that?” 

“Because he’s your friend - you care for him and you’ve seen him hurt before. And you are right – we know very little about her but that doesn’t mean that she is not…. well, that doesn’t necessarily mean that something is dreadfully wrong with her. Jess, she loves Slim; that has to count for something.” She smiled as the weak grin on his face widened. 

“I guess I’m just used to his track record, Daisy. Poor Slim’s had his fair share of bad outcomes and I don’t want him to get hurt again.” His expression became serious as he recalled a few of the women that his friend had tangled with in the past. There was something about Maggie that he just didn’t like but he couldn’t put his finger on it. He decided it was best not to mention anything to Daisy, at least until he was more convinced of his own feelings on the matter. 

“Not that my judgement in that department has been any better,” he continued, a rueful grin on his face. 

Daisy took his hand and squeezed it gently, rubbing his arm with her other hand. She was surprised to find the ordinarily warm hands were cold and clammy and despite having spent the morning out in the hot sun, his tanned face had taken on an ashen appearance. She frowned at him as he stared at her hands. 

“That isn’t all that’s disturbing you, is it? You aren’t feeling well today, are you, Jess?” She waited for his answer, knowing how rarely he took ill and how much he hated to admit to any weakness when it did happen. 

When he looked up at her, she noticed how glazed his usually clear blue eyes had become. 

“No, Daisy. I’m fine. Probably just spent too much time in that blazing sun out there.” He stood up and gripped the edge of the table, squeezing his eyes shut as he tried to control the light-headed feeling that the sudden movement had created. He hoped that Daisy had not noticed his discomfort as he continued, “That reminds me, I have to get back out to help Slim. There’s no way he’ll ever finish that job without any help. Sides, Traveler’ll wonder where I’ve gone…” 

He reached across the table for his hat and stood staring at it for a moment before placing it back on his head. As he walked toward the back door, he turned to look at Daisy. “Don’t worry about us, Daisy. Slim and me’ll be fine. Maybe I’ll get a chance to talk to him later…. Should be back well before supper,” he said and hurriedly shut the door behind him, not wanting her to prevent him from going back to work. 

Daisy just stared at his back as he stepped out the door and closed it quietly behind himself. As she sipped her remaining lemonade, she looked to where he’d been sitting and sighed as she noticed his full glass. She was worried about him – he had not eaten at breakfast that morning and now he had left his drink untouched. She was certain that something was terribly wrong with him and she knew that he couldn’t tell her about it. She decided that she would speak to Slim about it later. 

As Jess stepped away from the door, he pulled off his hat and wiped his shirtsleeve across his face as a sudden wave of heat rushed to his cheeks. He squinted up at the sun and jammed his hat back on his head as he walked toward the barn. 

“Okay, let’s try this one more time and see what happens,” he said to himself as he stepped into the barn and made his way through the shadowy interior. Finding the tools that he needed, he quickly saddled one of the quarter horses and strapped the tools to the saddle. As he climbed onto the horse and looked around the cluttered little barn, he was again struck by how much he would miss the place that he had come to call home as soon as Slim brought home his new bride and he would have no choice but to move on. 

Though he couldn’t tell Daisy, he knew that was what he had to do. Slim was turning a new page in the book of life and as much as Jess hated to admit it, things were now going to be different.  In fact, things already were different. 

He had not said anything to Slim, for fear of hurting him, but in a private conversation with Maggie the night after Slim proposed, she made it very clear to Jess that he was no longer the ideal company for her new fiancé to keep. 

The future Mrs. Slim Sherman was going to make sure that her new husband found new friends of a much higher calibre fairly quickly. The last thing she needed to have around was an ex-drifter with an indifferent education and a chequered past. She had repeated it again to Jess last night when she had sat with him on the porch while Slim prepared the buckboard to take her home. 

With that unhappy thought in his mind and the growing pain in his chest, Jess quickly rode out toward his best friend, eager to spend as many hours with him as he could before he would forever ride out of Slim’s life… 

 CHAPTER 2 

Slim looked up from where he was kneeling next to Traveler and frowned as Jess rode up. 

“Well, I’m glad you decided to come back. What on earth took you so long? As usual, your timing is impeccable,” he said as he stood and swept his hand out in a wide arc, showing the dozen or so cattle that now stood casually grazing in the meadow. “All back where they belong and although I had to improvise a bit, even Traveler is feeling a mite better, now that I repaired his shoe.” He patted the horse’s hind leg then stood up and put his hands on his hips while trying to scowl at Jess. 

Jess didn’t smile or rise to the ribbing. He slowly got down from his horse and walked stiffly over to his friend, rubbing his hands along Traveler’s nose as the contented animal nuzzled his head fondly. “Sorry Slim,” he mumbled. “Took a bit longer to get back home than I thought. Ain’t easy to walk that far on such a hot day, you know.” 

Slim frowned slightly and moved closer to him, placing a gloved hand on his shoulder. “Something wrong, Pard? You’ve been awfully quiet all day and now you don’t even sound like yourself. What’s wrong, Jess,” he asked softly, a look of concern on his face. 

Jess refused to look at him, preferring to continue to stroke Traveler’s nose. Although he wanted to tell Slim how unwell he was feeling, he decided it was best not to worry him. Besides, it wasn’t like he’d never been sick or hurt before but he couldn’t recall the last time he’d felt so ill and sore. “It’s nothin’, Slim. Just tired after that long trek back home,” he said. Then, noticing the deep frown on Slim’s face, he smiled weakly and cocked his head sideways. “Sides, how else was I going to get out of doin’ all that work you just finished up?” He looked up at Slim, hoping that his friend would not see that the smile on his face did not reach up to his eyes. 

If Slim noticed, he did not comment on it. He playfully punched Jess in the shoulder and shook his head in mock disgust as he turned away from Jess and started to pick up the tools that he had been using. “Well, best get headin’ home. Afternoon stage will be getting in pretty soon and I don’t think Mose is up to changing the team alone again today,” he said with a grin. 

“What’s your hurry,” Jess shot back. “There’s nearly two hours fore that stage is due in. I thought maybe we could…” He stopped, not knowing how to continue. ‘Maybe we could talk…and I could tell you I’m going away so that you can get on with your life and I can try to start a new one,’ he thought. 

“Maybe we could what, Jess,” asked Slim, his back to Jess while busily securing his saddle to Alamo and putting the tools into his saddlebags. 

Jess just stood still, looking at the ground. “Aw, nothin’, Pard.  Just tired, I guess.” 

Slim finally turned and looked at him with a wide grin on his face. “That’s because you stayed up so late chatting up a storm with Maggie last night.  Don’t think you’re gonna steal her away from me with your boyish charms, Jess Harper,” he said, teasing. 

Jess shifted uncomfortably and decided that his best course of action was to let Slim have his fun with him. This was obviously not the time to try to talk seriously and he didn’t want to ruin his best friend’s happy mood. “Aw, shucks, Slim! How did you know,” he asked with a mischievous grin. 

Slim sighed inwardly as he saw the familiar smile return to his friend’s face. He could sense that something was wrong with Jess but he couldn’t fathom what it could be. Everything was going so well and Jess had told him how happy he was about his decision to marry Maggie. Jess had even made the effort to get to know her better last night and she had seemed pleased with their conversation when Slim asked her about it when he had taken her home. 

“Come on, I’ll race you home!” Slim hopped onto Alamo’s back and grabbed the reins from the quarter horse that Jess had ridden back on. “I’ll even take care of Lightning here so you’ve got the advantage, Pard,” he said, looking over his shoulder at a stunned Jess. He grinned wickedly and took off at a full gallop with the somewhat surprised quarter horse trailing behind him. 

“You just wait,” Jess yelled back, hopping onto Traveler’s back and kicking his horse’s flanks, trailing after the dust cloud that Slim had just created. 

Daisy stepped out into the yard as the two men approached the main corral at full gallop. As Slim pulled back on the reins to slow his horse, his hat went flying from his head and he whooped loudly as he cleared the corral, only steps ahead of Jess. He threw down Alamo and Lightning’s reins and hopped off his horse as Jess guided Traveler toward the barn. 

“Looks like I beat you this time!” He beamed as Jess gingerly hopped down from the saddle. 

Daisy smiled and brushed flour from her apron as she walked across the yard to retrieve Slim’s hat. ‘Those two are always horsing around,’ she thought. She turned to look at the two friends and felt a twinge of sadness as she watched the taller man walk over and flip Jess’ hat off his head. Jess just calmly bent over and picked it up, dusted it off across his pant leg, and placed it back on his head. Then, he silently grabbed the reins from Slim’s hands and led the horses into the barn, leaving a stunned Slim to stare at his back. 

Noticing Daisy across the yard, Slim shrugged and walked toward her, gratefully taking his hat from her hands and placing it on his head. 

“What’s wrong with Jess, today,” he asked her, deep confusion on his face. “That’s twice now that he hasn’t risen to the punch, not so much as a scowl or a smile. I’ve been trying to get a rise out of him all day and all I’ve been getting are solemn stares and mumblings.” 

Daisy looped her arm around his and walked back toward the house with him. “Maybe we should talk inside, Slim.” 

As they reached the porch, both turned at the sound of an approaching carriage. Slim let go of Daisy’s arm and ran to greet the driver, a huge smile on his face when he realized who it was. 

“Well, hello there Miss Margaret,” he said playfully, taking off his hat and bowing his head at her. “What brings you out here on such a fine day,” he asked, reaching up to help her down from the carriage. 

As he gently put her down, she stood up on her tiptoes and wrapped her arms around his neck, smiling warmly at him. “Why, you do of course, Mr. Sherman!” She reached up and kissed him. “We have so much to talk about, Slim, and I have wonderful news for you!  Do you want to help me-” she stopped short as Jess walked toward them. 

Seeing Slim and Maggie in a warm embrace, Jess did his best to smile at her and held out his hand.  Her smile was replaced by a scowl and she refused to shake the proffered hand, preferring to snuggle deeper into Slim’s embrace. 

“Good afternoon, Jess,” she said, her tone cold. 

Daisy quietly watched the proceedings from the porch, shocked at the manner in which Maggie was addressing Jess. She could see the hurt on his face but Slim was oblivious, apparently too pleased to be holding his fiancée in his arms. 

They all looked up as the afternoon stage noisily made its way into the yard, bringing with it a cloud of dust and a team of very weary horses. 

“Road must be in good shape. It’s early today,” said Jess, as he turned to walk toward it. “Come on, Slim-” he started to say, looking over his shoulder. He stopped abruptly as Slim seemingly ignored him and wrapped his arm around Maggie’s shoulders then walked toward the house. 

Not bothering to look over his shoulder, Slim simply yelled back. “Jess, could you take care of the teams? I’m a little busy right now…Thanks Jess!” he said, as he walked into the house with Maggie. 

Daisy stepped down from the small porch and rushed to Jess. His head was bowed and he seemed lost. As she reached out to take his arm, he roughly pulled away and turned to the stage. “Better make sure the coffee’s on, Daisy. I doubt Slim’ll be too helpful with the passengers today,” he said quietly.  

She again reached to touch him and he spun around and looked at her in anger. “Daisy! I’m fine,” he nearly yelled then he closed his eyes and gently put his hands on her shoulders. “Oh, Daisy, I’m sorry. Just go and help Slim, okay? I’ve got to help Mose with the teams,” he said as he let go of her and greeted Mose and the passengers. 

Daisy ushered the two passengers into the house and served coffee, all the while deeply troubled by Jess’ behaviour. He had never before raised his voice at her and the pain that she had seen in his eyes when he did was almost unbearable for her. She poured him a cup of coffee and waited for him to come in but he stayed outside with Mose.  Finally, he popped his head through the front door and summoned the passengers back to the stage. 

As Daisy rushed over to him, he quickly stepped away from the door and all but ran to the barn.  Defeated, she turned back to the house and washed the soiled coffee cups and saucers as she listened to the stage leave. 

CHAPTER 3   

“Are you sure that’s what you’d like to do? It will probably be a lot of extra work for you, especially if Daisy leaves,” said Slim as he looked at Maggie. 

They had settled in Slim and Jess’ room to discuss her news. Maggie was sitting on Slim’s bunk and Slim sat across from her on Jess’ bunk, holding her hands. 

“Oh, yes, Slim. I love little Mike and he needs a real family. It’s not right for a young child to live with two men and an old lady,” she said, smiling at him. “Even if you all are so nice to him. But he needs a more positive and stable influence on his life.” 

Slim was slightly taken aback at Daisy being called an “old lady” but when Maggie flashed her winning smile at him, he forgot any concerns he may have had. 

“He’s been happy so far and I’d have to say that Jess and I have done quite well.  Daisy has been a wonderful help to us; you can’t imagine how important she has been,” he said, trying to steer the conversation back on track as Maggie stood up and perched herself on his lap, resting her head on his shoulder. 

“But Slim, Jess is not the best influence for him. Just think, he wasn’t much older than Mike is now when he left home and went on the drift. You told me how much he affected Andy when Andy still lived here. Besides, Mike will soon be able to go away to school like Andy did. Together we can give him such a promising future, Slim,” she said, cooing softly in his ear.   

“Although I admit Jess wasn’t always the best influence, he’s been good for Andy and now for Mike. He’s also partly Mike’s legal guardian so I’ll have to talk to him about this,” he said, trying not to smile as she nibbled on his earlobe and blew softly in his ear. 

“You know Jess,” she said. “Next thing you know, he’ll be heading out again and he’ll completely forget about Mike and Daisy and you. Everything’s different now, Slim. We’re going to be a real family and Mike will have a real father and a real mother. And when Andy comes back, we’ll be a perfectly happy little family.” 

Slim sat quietly and watched as she stood up and walked over to the tattered curtains that hung on the small window. She softly ran her fingers across the faded fabric then she turned and smiled at Slim. 

“How soon do you think it will be before Jess packs up his things and moves into the bunkhouse?” 

Slim was taken aback at her question and he stood up and walked toward her, placing his hands on her petite shoulders. 

“What do you mean by that?” 

She giggled and turned her head to the side. “Well, Mr. Sherman, you don’t honestly think that I am going to share a room with him, do you,” she asked teasingly. “This room needs a woman’s touch and I can’t do that with a ranch-hand’s dirty things strewn across the floor.” 

She walked over to a pile of Jess’ neatly folded clothing and looked at it in revulsion. “Slim, darling, he doesn’t even put his things away. How can you possibly share a room with him,” she asked in disgust as she pointed to a pair of Jess’ dusty chaps and coat. 

“But-,” started Slim. He hadn’t thought about Jess having to move out of the house. “Maybe he can bunk in Mike’s room…” 

Maggie’s face turned hard as she glared at Slim and put her hands on her hips. “Are you saying that you want a ranch-hand living in the house with us,” she snapped. Then her face softened as she noticed Slim’s bewildered expression. “I know that he is your friend, Slim, but his manners are, well…besides, where is Andy going to sleep if Jess moves into Mike’s room?” 

Slim swallowed hard a few times as he tried to think of an answer. Seeing his quandary, Maggie turned on her magic smile and sashayed closer to him, wrapping her arms around his waist. 

“Oh, Slim. We don’t have to talk about this now. I don’t want to argue with you and I can think of many things that are much nicer to be doing,” she cooed softly. ‘Besides, Jess Harper will be out of your life much sooner than you realize,’ she thought, even though she did not say anything out loud. This was not the time to tell Slim. 

Slim smiled and kissed her then he walked over to the door and led her into the living room. He wrapped her shawl around her shoulders then he took her arm and walked her toward her carriage. 

Reaching the carriage, he wrapped his arms around her again and kissed her softly, looking into her deep brown eyes and gently rubbing her cheek with his thumb. 

“I don’t like arguing with you, either. I’m sure everything will work out in the end,” he said seriously. “As much as I would like you to stay, you really should get going – you have a lot of wedding preparations to do if you insist on getting married in a week.” He hugged her closely. “And I’d better go help my best man with some of the chores before he decides to quit on me,” he said with a grin. 

Maggie looked at him quizzically. “Your ‘best man’?” 

“Oh, that’s right, I forgot to tell you. I’ve asked Jess to be my best man at the wedding.” 

She frowned at him. “But what about Andy? He is your brother and he is a very handsome young man now. Won’t he be here for the wedding? Why Jess,” she asked, pouting. 

“Oh, Andy will be there too, but Jess is my best friend. Besides, nowhere does it say I can’t have two best men,” he said with a grin as he lifted her into the carriage. 

“My dear, dear Slim. Always so caring,” she said as she leaned over and tapped his cheek with the back of her hand. 

She blew him a kiss then urged the horse onward as Slim watched her drive away, not moving until she was lost from his view. Smiling, he strolled back to the house. He never noticed the forlorn figure standing in the shadows just inside the barn watching.  As Slim went into the house and closed the door behind him, Jess turned miserably and walked back into the barn and set about doing the many chores that still needed to be done.  Alone.

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